Another day turns to Three

After spending all day doing nothing I've realized something my mom has been telling me forever. I don't know how to be alone. This time alone has been really good for me. Most of my prayer life has consisted of me just talking to God. Today I spent about 45 mins. just sitting and listening or trying to listen. I know 45 mins. doesn't seem like a long time, but for someone like me who is always going, doing, and then going some more it was. I also spent some time with a minister who works here at the hospital. It is always so cool to me how you can not know some one but if you are both Christians you have this automatic connection, then of course I've never met a stranger. LoL. I didn't have anything on the schedule for today except take an obscene number of pills. So I navigated over to Yahoo!Music. I love music. I'm sure that some one got a great show today. I had my blinds up and I was breakin' it down in my hospital room. Snap Yo Finger feat. E40 and Sean Paul by Lil' John, Umbrella by Rihanna, Pop Lock and Drop it by Huey, A Bay Bay by Hurricane Chris just to name a few. I think that when I get out of the hospital I'm going to take a dance class. :) Today was a little rough though. I had quite a bit of nausea. I can tell this is going to be hard. Please keep me in your prayers. I really appreciate all the response I've been getting. I love and miss all of ya'll. I am so excited though about how this story is going to end. As many of you know me well, you know that it is just like me to go all out. I don't ever do something half ass (woops :). I thank God for all of ya'll. Good Night!