Unsettled

I'm so unsettled. My mind, my body, and my emotions. I just need something solid to hold on to. I turn to God and pray, but there is a frustration because I can't see Him. I can't physically be held by Him. I'm so angry and I just want this to be over. Oh, God I cry out to you. Hold your child. Please Lord wrap me in your arms. Give me the strength I need to carry on. It seems too hard to keep pressing on. It feels so overwhelming. Heal me Father God. I need You more than anything in this world.