Tuesday, September 25, 2007
Week 3 Has Officially Started
It is amazing how much can change in such a short period of time. Three weeks ago I was making plans for the Halloween costume contest at work, and now I'm making plans on when I'm going to receive blood. It has been hard to be completely honest with my feelings about this whole situation. Sitting around the hospital is giving me time to think. I haven't ever given myself time to learn how to just be. I am always running around, working, schooling, or just doing something to occupy my time. I've come to realize that I don't know how to be alone with myself. I get antsy and bored after 10 mins of alone time. What kind of life is that? (Rhetorical question) There is this theme that keeps coming to mind. That God is working now more on what going on in my heart than my body. I made this revelation. It isn't so much that I'm afraid to be who I am. It is that I don't really know who I am. So, I'm searching. What a way to start, eh? There will be more to come I'm sure. I still have 3 more weeks of this. :) If anyone is just itching to send something...I don't have any music. For those of you who know me best, you know that I can't live without music. Send me a link to a great song on youtube or a link to a great song on itunes... I miss you all. I love you all. And thank you for being there for me.
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Brianne~ I just wanted to let you know that i am checking up on you to see how you are doing daily! Keep fighting and you are always in my thoughts and prayers! Love~Allison Mitchell
Brianne, We are praying for you every day. We Love You! The Jacobs Family (Mr. Blane)
Bri,
Love you and thinking about you. If there is anything you need, please call me ( My blood typeis A pos and CMV free!) I'm praying for you everyday! love, Keeshia Massey
To Tribe of Brianne. I send music. I send soon with savage man and sidekick few moons from now. Here is link for ha-ha.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NIfl2o44zb0&NR=1
and
http://youtube.com/watch?v=-1m59BTl_TI
Hey Stranger,
I know I haven't seen or talked to you in forever, but that doesn't mean I don't keep up with you! I'm going to school and playing soccer in SC now. I think about all those fun times during high school out on the field practically running practice ourselves, and it makes me remember that it's the little things that really make you smile! I have a game on Saturday and I will be playing left wing in honor of you! Love you girl, God is the man with the plan and like you said, he wouldn't bring you this far just to give up on you! Fight that mess with all you have, I'll be fighting it with you!
LOVE - Annie P.
Hi Brianne, I have been aware of your situation for a few weeks now and praying for your strength in God. I have read what you have commented on regarding your experience with this matter, and think you are absolutely courageous. I think that God has connected me with your family for a reason because I am able to actually feel your heart as you write. I am your mother's co-worker in Birmingham. I feel your spiritual connection. Thanks for allowing me to have a glimpse into your life. This is such a wonderful way to share love with others. You are a very beautiful person so don't worry about the hair it is very becoming of you. My prayers will continue as God will strengthen and heal your body to continue doing his works.
Melinda Washington
Service Coordinator
Birmingham Towers
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