Monday, May 26, 2008

Update

We talked with the Doctor today (Friday 5-23) and we don’t have much time left to make a decision regarding what step we’ll take. Brianne has to ultimately make the decision regarding her own treatment, but she’s faced with two options: she can have another round of chemo. Or she can stop. This last round has made her leukemia blasts and white blood cells drop dramatically, but she is still not in remission. Her problem with nausea is continuing and they don’t know what is making her so nauseous (it could be something in her stomach, so they are stopping several nausea medicines and giving her some stomach medicines).
With another round of chemo, she could go into remission, but the chances are very small. The problem with another round of chemo is; the intense illness that follows, the cumulative effect of the chemo on her organs/body and Brianne has indicated that she is tired of the extreme illness, vomiting, nausea, and being “out of her own mind.” The Doctor said many patients just get tired of living in a constant state of illness and elect to stop treatment when the chance of success is very small. On the 14th of May, we passed the eighth month since Brianne’s diagnosis and she has been on very strong chemos and clinical trials for most of that time with little success in putting her leukemia in remission long enough to do a bone marrow transplant. Her chance of going into remission is further compounded by the fact that her ALL leukemia variant is a 4-11 translocation of her bone marrow DNA (where the 4 & 11 chromosomes have swapped places). She also has another genetic variation (MLL gene) that complicates stuff.
If Brianne elects to stop treatment, she’ll probably only have 1-2 “good” weeks. Even if she stops treatment, there’s no guarantee that the nausea will go away (again since it could be caused by a stomach issue). Because her kind of leukemia is such a fast kind, it would likely grow very quickly and give her only a few weeks left to live. The leukemia works by rapidly producing white blood cells and immature white blood cells called blasts, both of which change the normal blood ratio. As the disease progresses and the blood gets crowded out, most patients die from massive bleeding, an infection (pneumonia), or the brain shutting down from getting crowded out by the blasts.
We are kind of in the same spot we were a week and a half ago, except this time we are faced with making a decision about which path to go. We won’t have to or be able to make a decision until Tuesday or Wednesday but it’s a very tuff decision and Brianne needs to be in her right mind to make it. Right now we need lots of prayer for Brianne’s decision, health, frame of mind and our family coping.

UPDATE: Sunday night. Brianne had a much improved day Saturday. She was alert more and the vomiting has stopped. She is in a lot of pain which they are treating. She is aware of what decision she needs to make. We (Mom and Bri) talked and prayed Saturday night and Bri has a peace about the situation she will hold it in her heart for now but she said she a knowing and we will share with the doctor and others by Wednesday. We should be in the hospital until Thursday and then we will share plans for the next few weeks.

If you need to contact us please leave a comment or note. Brenda’s email address is btsavatewa@yahoo.com.

Thank You, Thank You Thank You for your prayers and love.

10 comments:

Amanda said...

Bri, i love you. There's a lot of people in Canada who do, and are praying for you. My little sister is doing a walk for research, and she wanted me to tell you she's doing it in your honor. When she heard, she signed up and has been out raising money and support...she doesn't even know you but is passionate for your cause. You are amazing girl. You've inspired many. Thank you for being you. I miss you. Its hard bein' up in the North and not being able to see you, and hug you and make you laugh. Know that many are praying for you in Canada.

Anonymous said...

Just know that you all are constantly in my prayers! I Love you, Bri!!!!!!! You too Josh and Chris! I pray for your decision and for your peace! Bri, You're one strong woman, and you are an inspiration to us all!
Luv Ya Bunches!
Your Favorite English Teacher( I hope!) and Yearbook Advisor(I know-- the only one you ever had!)

Anonymous said...

Bri,
I'm still praying for you desperately and I know others are too. I know God will guide you in this overwhelming decision you have to make. I admire your strengh and faith through this whole experience. You are truly an inspiration, and I'm honored to call you a friend. If you are allowed to have visitors, I would love to come see you soon. Hang in there. Love, Danielle Adams

Anonymous said...

Yeh, Bri, you have a lot of folks praying over you and with you. You are strong.

Anonymous said...

I really don't know what to say without crying too much and well i have to go to work so i'll make it short and sweet bc you know i love you!
I miss you I love you and do what you think is right don't worry about us (all of your friends and family) we will support you no matter what!
I love you girl and i miss our fun times at western... I wish I could see you soon let me know if there is anyway i can come visit and ill try to get off work. umm yeah ok ....LOVE YOU bRIBrI

Anonymous said...

I love you all . . . especially Bri . . .
and I'm praying.


More love than words can say,
Hillarey Rohn Yoder

Anonymous said...

bri, it was so good seeing you yesterday. i am praying for you and your family, that the peace of Christ would dwell richly in your hearts. love you guys,
jon brown

Anonymous said...

Hey beautiful!

Here's another prayer trooper that believes that our Father has you in His arms. I pray that He will continue to guide your steps, grant you strength beyond imagination, and give you many more "good" days ahead! Your House of Grace family is incomplete when you're not there. Please remember that we love you, and I can't wait for my next Bri hug!!

Love you girl,

Rob Saxon

Anonymous said...

Ah, sweet little Brianne! I can still see that beaming smile! It has been so long since I have seen you. I think you were 8 years old the last time I saw you. I am so sorry you are dealing with this and so sorry for what your sweet momma is going through. My heart breaks for you both. Hi Chris and Josh, I miss you all! You are all very precious people and very close to my heart. I had no idea this was happening until a day or so ago. TJ has been keeping up with things, but he doesn't tell his momma everything, and in some cases that is a good thing, but not in this one. I am praying for all of you. I know keenly what to pray for Chris and Josh. Brenda, if there is anything in the world that I can do to help, please let me know. I would be there in a heartbeat. And Brianne, I love you. I am praying, darlin. Everything will be ok. Our Daddy, our Papa has everything in his hands.
With all my Love,
Lisa Buchanan

Anonymous said...

Bri,
I love you bunches!!! I'm thinking and praying for you all the time. I swear I see you everywhere I go. You're always on my mind and I love you very much.
Love always,
Keeshia Massey