Hard Days

I'm sorry I haven't posted in a few days. When I came home on Saturday I wasn't feeling well at all. I had been totally wiped out from the new chemo. Sunday morning I spent very sick to my stomach and just feeling puny. By the afternoon though I began to feel much better. This morning mom took me out to the mall to walk around and get a change of scenery. Monday mornings are a great time to go to the mall by the way, no one is there. :) But just as I was paying for something I got a nosebleed. Never a good thing. I had been having some bleeding since last night, but then with the nosebleed we had to call the doctor. I was really upset because I know that if lab results came back saying my platelets were low I was going to have to be admitted again for another transfusion. I spent all afternoon sitting and waiting. The crazy thing is that this is going to be my new normal. The labs did come back okay so the doctor at Emory said I just may need to come back to the clinic a day early. I have an appointment on Wednesday, but they said they may want to see me tomorrow. I feel puny now, tired and just frustrated because I have absolutely no control over what my blood is doing. Oh , well. Keep praying please. Things are really hard right now. The new chemo is very hard and is making me very sick. I love you all. God bless.