Hard Day

Today has been a very rough day. I sense something very heavy within me physically and emotionally. I know it's there and nagging at me but I stuff it til the "appropiatte time" mostly at night when all is quiet and everyones retired to their rooms. But now I just checked the mail, got a card from a friend or two, read the words of love and beautiful memories regarding Beez and I loose it. It's a good thing, a very good thing, actually a cherished thing I treasure to read the memories that people who love her remember and share with us. I do love hearing about her escapades, fond memories, the "life and times" so to speak of "my favorite". So I wanted to jot a quick THANK YOU for all who have sent me/us a note with your fond memories of Brianne, Beez, Bri or Briannicles to some (We teased her often regarding her many names, mostly though about how those who didn't know her would call her Brianna. She couldn't stand to be called Brianna! It was worse than nails scratching a chalkboard to her). Anyway, thank you again for your very kind sentiments, memories, prayers and expressions of love. They are TRUELY helping us all.
Sincerely, Brenda

Lil bishun

That's what my girl used to say when she just absolutely had zero gumption, energy or simply very little ambition "lil bishun" to do anything. We often used different words to communicate our thoughts, feelings, etc. God I miss her terribly.
Well I am in the negative on lil bishun scale. Not feeling up to much of anything. Holding on though. Doing the next thing but nothing creative or sharing. So keep on checking the blog, maybe in the next week or two will be able to get some pics together. As I said before Chris is having a very hard time getting through the picture video of Bri, it just hurt so ---- much. We miss her beautiful smile her loving spirit her witty banter and her sweet voice. Gotta go, can't see through the tears to type anymore. Bless You and Thx for the prayers.
Brenda