Wednesday, May 21, 2008

Update from the Hospital

(I just realized that it says at the bottom of the post it says who posted, so I no longer have to put my name):

Brianne is about the exact same. They are going to change up her nausea medicine today, hoping that it will makeher less nauseous and more alert; they are also changing her pain medicine. Basically, she's been asleep all the time and throwing up when she's awake, and they're trying to keep her awake more. We still won't know anything about what will happen till Thursday or Friday.

Sunday, May 18, 2008

Pictures of Bri

Produced by Chris

CT results

The CT showed the spot in her lungs where pneumonia resides has increased a little in size. The Dr. said not to be concerned, this is common for her situation. Due to the complexity of anti-biotics they want to keep her awhile longer. The nausea and sleepiness remains. If you have called or emailed her she will get back to you as soon as she is up to it.

Saturday, May 17, 2008

Update from Brenda

We wanted to post some new pictures but my mind lately has been surrounded by "confusion and delay". Hopefully, I can get them posted by the first of the week.

This has been a very rough week for all of us but certainly more for Bri as she endures the physical aspects of weakness and pain. She is nausated regularly and is throwing up and as a result has barely eaten in the past 11 days and is only drinking water. They are giving lots of meds to help with the nausea but it has not been eliminated. The strongest med, Ativan, causes her to sleep. She is very weak and tired. Since Tuesday, she has slept probably 20 hours out of every 24 hour day. They think it's the cumulative effect of all the chemo and the last dose given on Tuesday. Unfortunately, this round will be much harder on her. A CT scan was done yesterday to see how the pneumonia has responded. Good news is she has been fever free for 48 hours and that is a TERRIFIC sign. If a few other things fall into place she may be able to go home soon (the Hope Lodge and hopefully home a little bit).

On Thursday, We had a conversation with Dr. Heffner our hematologist/oncologist regarding treatment and care. I asked some questions that were difficult to say the least. In summary this was the last chemo treatment. If this chemo does not reduce the leukemic blasts to transplant level AND her other systems stable, there will not be a transplant. Without transplant, her leukemia is terminal. We will know the results by next Thursday. Should the chemo not work, then decisions will be made by Bri regarding quality of care and end of life options. I apologize for being so blunt and factual but it is the medical reality of where she is. We believe that you who are her family and friends who love and care about her should know.

I cannot, at this time, elaborate or reflect as it is far too overwhelming. The bottom line is we trust and believe God. We grieve and we hold onto Hope. I pray for a miracle that looks like healing for Bri here on earth. A miracle will happen that I know one way or another it will happen.

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

Time For Prayer

(Joshua reporting):

Brianne needs a lot of prayer right now - she's about the same, but we're facing a dire situation regarding the bone marrow transplant and the leukemia. The doctors told her on Thursday that they have about a 1 month window to do the bone marrow transplant, and if they don't do within a month, then they probably won't be able to do it. A number of factors are involved including: keeping the donor on standby for so long, the amount of chemo Brianne has had already & the side effects, and the fact that they've given her most of the chemotherapies that work for her kind of leukemia and they haven't yet worked as they wanted. So we need to pray for a miracle: that she'd go into remission, gain strength, and that they'd be able to do the bone marrow transplant. She received chemotherapy today and it's the last that she'll get until they make a decision about what will happen in the future. She won't get any more chemo over the next few weeks and it's especially important that today's dose has the desired impact of putting her into remission.

In other news for Brianne: her sharp pain in her side has gone away and the pneumonia is pretty much under control. They didn't put in the new pic-lines until yesterday, and that went without any major problems. She is still pretty sickly, tired, and fatigued. The chemo she got today made her throw-up twice and made her very nauseous. They won't let her out of the hospital for a few more days as she still has a fever and until that goes down, she'll be stuck there.

Thursday, May 8, 2008

Still in the Hospital & in pain

(Joshua Reporting):

Brianne is not doing well - she's in a lot pain, very tired, and just plain not well. She's been having trouble breathing because of the pneumonia and is in a lot of pain. They took her to get x-rays yesterday for her lungs and chest. She's having a very sharp pain in her side that keeps her from sleeping and makes her very uncomfortable. The PA said the pain is probably in her lung and comes from a combination of the pneumonia and the lung biopsy they did on Monday (or Tuesday?).

They're going to up her pain medicine and try to get her feeling better, but in the meantime, she's very upset, hyperventilating, and just struggling. She also has a fever, and we don't know when they'll be letting her out. It's really hard seeing her like this - she's like a weak, drowsy, wheezing, zombie.

(Update)
They'll be putting a new tripled lumen IJ/EJ line line in for Brianne that'll feed right into the jugular. It's a relatively minor procedure that they'll do in her room this afternoon. The nurse said the old tunneled pick line could be causing the infection and quite often the pic lines cause infections for patients. The new line will also have three things (the old one had 2) - i don't know the official title for "things," but she has these lines that they've put into her chest so they can giver her blood and medicine and now she'll have 3 instead of 2 so they can give her more blood and medicines (this was a planned addition and is not b/c of the pneumonia). All of this can be a bit confusing - especially when you read about it instead of seeing it.

Also - the nurse said that she'll likely be in the hospital for 1-2 weeks, so she probably has another week, but could get out sooner - it all depends on how she reacts to the medicines and

Monday, May 5, 2008

The One with the Test Results

Good Evening,
This is Brenda reporting.

We just found out that Bri has strep in her blood and pneumonia. She will be getting a lung biopsy tomorrow to determine if it is fungal. They will not be doing the scheduled bone marrow biopsy as her blood work stills shows leukemic cells and therefore is not needed. They said although she did show some response to the chemotherapy it is not as much as is needed to proceed with transplant. She will need another round of chemo next week. She feels very sick today.

She is getting more scared as am I. I am praying and crying out to God. I know He is present and will never leave or forsake us but, it still hurts. Occasionally fear tries to plague us and blocks out the light/life we know lives within us. We pray and hold on to God. We feel, sense and know the prayers of all our friends/family is sustaining, strengthening and comforting us. thank You so very very much. It is His love that truly sustains us and we are thankful to be recipients of that expression through His body of you, our dearest of friends/family.

Thank You to all who have visited, sent cards, notes and calls as it is encouraging to her. If you are in or going through Atlanta please come by for a minute if you can. You can call me to see if she is up for a visit. Bless you all, we will update again in a few days.